30sumthin

      So I started this weight loss journey in February and so far I’have lost 5 pounds…Okay, not a feat, but, I’m pretty proud of keeping that damn 5 pounds off. In addition, I’ve become an excerciseholic and I’m cool with that also …so why when I want to share my joy of excercise I get the remarks and looks or worse yet , friends who complain about their weight and are not doing anything about it, want to lecture me on the fact I’m boderline anorexic……ME, who eats too much!…So I can be lovely and I can be sweet but when I’ve had enough …PITBULL COMES OUT!! and blast it I’ve had enough!!!

    Why, is it when people want to complain about their personal lives, friends who they hate ( but still hang out with), etc. etc. I’m the shoulder to burden yet, when I ‘m ready to speak about doing something positive, that will prolong my life …I get the blank stare, ummhm response and the “oh, I hope it works out for you, THIS TIME!”….Crap, I’m pissed off!….I’m venting here, cause lord knows , if  I say what I realy want to say, there’s going to be some seriously hurt feelings and broken friendships ….ahhhhhhhh……so I have my phone on off, withdrawing from society a bit….need a break …cause I feel like I’m going to say something nasty and I can be REAL nasty…so before I go there, write a blog, vent, do some tae bo and then watch a movie….now to go workout:)